Last night it really hit me that she doesn't like me.

I dont know what it was but i REALLY liked her. And to be honest i still do.

Sitting with her after school in rehearsals and just looking into her eyes. I dont know how to explain what i felt but it was amazing.

But i knew that i should have never told her. Because now everything is just so weird. Like USUAL love ruined everything!

Current Mood: crushed